Stopit

I was young,
She was pretty,
She was a thousand miles away.

I was stupid,
She was rich,
She bought the love she never need.

The reason for me to breath,
lies in you.
The reason for my heart to beat,
lies in you.

I tried to be bad,
But bad was not for me,
I tried to be good,
Now I'm stuck in between.

If someday you meet me again,
Hope you will never say hello,
If someday I meet you again,
I will never ever say goodbye.

The reason for me to breath,
Now fades away.
The reason for my heart to beat,
Now fades away.



*you'll never read this anyway*

Sunday Sushi day

The Last Sushi King

Last night, after meeting Syaza, Azrul, Hana and Fairuz for dinner in Baywater, a simple yet interesting plan was proposed by Najid(My housemate) which was 'let us make sushi for tomorrow!' The last time I made sushi was about a year ago with my Lexham Boys. Eventually, there was this one Asian Shop in Bayswater so we went there and grab some of the ingredients to make sushi. Here are the ingredients used in preparing our superb sushi:

1.Sushi Rice 1.80 pounds
2.Sushi Vineger 1.90 pounds
3.Seaweed Wrap 1.05 pounds
4.Unagi(Eel) 4.65 pounds
5.Crabsticks 0.99 pounds
6.Fried Tofu 1.65 pounds
7.Wasabi powder 1.99 pounds
8.Kikkoman 1.20 pounds

Total: 15.23 pounds

Price per person 5.07 pounds

Here are some of the pictures for the end product: unagi, crabstick and fried tofu sushi for breakfast!

The Whole Sushi Set

The Crabsticks Clan

The Unagi (Sea Eel in Sweet Soya Sauce) Clan

The Fried Tofu Clan

Manchester United

From Left:Hadi,Feedo,Mamat

From Left: Lamb RIbs, Chicken Wings and More Wings!

Main BArbeque Cheff's(Tukang Bakar)

I just got back from Manchester. Went there yesterday just to hang out with some friends from KMB(Mara College Banting) who gathered to watch Manchester-Chelsea match last night. Some of them even came all over from Dublin (Feedo,Burn and Lut), Southampton(Abe), Nottingham( Sarip), and Kenny(Sheffield) . Besides that, we also had a great Barbeque Dinner, there were hotdogs, lamb ribs, chicken and even spaghetti! Last night's atmosphere on the match were similar to those I had in Malaysia in the 'warung mamak' where every corner kicks, free kicks, and fouls were accompanied by roars, shouts and bangs on the floors throughout the match. Things got even more interesting and was very intense when the Penalty shootout took place. Ahh,, Should have taken a video of the crowd when Ronaldo missed the goal, and when Terry slipped to score..Haha..Later that night, I went to another house to meet my KMS(Mara College Seremban) friends. Two great news, seems like Labu has finally recovered from his TB infection and Shahrin is going to be a father soon! I stayed there and played guitar, Ps3 and chatted all night till morning.

It took us 3 hours to arrive back in London by Train. I brought along some of my study notes on Reaction Engineering and wanted to read while traveling in the train. That was the initial plan but sleeping was much more efficient if you did not sleep last night. Back to my books! Next paper, 5th June 08'!

XOXO Kababom

Argh, somebody please help me..The last time I was addicted to series, which has now been exactly a year was OC. Unfortunately, I was watching the third episode of 'XOXOXO girls' three days ago and now I'm on the 16th episode. Ok! stop judging me for a minute, at first glance if you have not watch it, then you would say that this is a boring drama series and a little bit 'girlish'. I would disagree on the boring part but yes it is a little bit 'girlish' but what the hack, the girls are pretty and I like pretty girls..haha. Basically, the series is about a group of school friends living in Manhattan(New York) with all the stupid and nonsense dramas revolving in their daily lives. Plenty of secrets waiting to be revealed and a whole lot of unexpected sequences were shown. And Yes, the storyline would simply be said to be a carbon copy of OC and I guess that might be the reason of my re-addiction . I really have to thank my house mate (Hadi that is) for exposing me to such 'Kababomess'. Luckily my second exam paper 'Fluids Engineering' today went quite well.Very well indeed.. :P..And luckily I've almost finish the latest episode, so I would not waste my time on it anymore.

'Hoping for the best, but expecting the worst'

''Ok, dah nak start episode 16th!"-Hadi's calling me, so see yaa all again next time'

£&*%£$£ Life

Something happened...I hate when the worst things in life comes instantaneously at an unexpected time and I hate the fact that I could not do anything about it. I £$"££$" have examinations tomorrow and to hear a $%$%£$£ news at a $%%^£$ time is a total &*"£"£$. So $£"£"£%^&* life.

Along the line

Once upon a time, there was this one man standing just along the line. The line that separates two different worlds of which represents two different choices. He wanted to cross the line but he simply cannot choose to be in which world hence he decided to keep on standing along the line. One day, strong wind keeps on pushing him which might make him fall from his stand. Sometimes, the wind blows from the port side and sometimes from the star board. This man does not want to fall so he decided to run along the line. He ran and ran hoping that the line will never end when he finally reached what he feared the most-the end of the line. At the end of the line, he looked all around and found out that since there was an end to the line, the two worlds were actually one. He could not accept the fact so he turned around and started to run along the line at the opposite direction hoping not to find the other end. Yes he was stupid, unable to understand that the basics of mathematics where y=mx+c(the straight line equation) was just inapplicable to describe the line. So, he keep on running and after a few years he got tired so he decided to stop. He was very exhausted and he can barely feel his legs when he finally collapsed along the line. He was lying on the line alone and had his last breath at a point along the line. So, this man died just because he could not make a choice of his life or even to accept the fact that the line does not separate anything, it was simply there...running was not an answer.

-Thanks for reading this total abstract post-

Before 12 midnight

Ok, now it is 11.42 Pm. I will have another 18 minutes to complete this post. Today's post will be about the things that you have but you're simply not thankful. I have my list which will never end in my mind about the things that I want in Life, most of it are materials rather than knowledge or experiences. Examples are as simple as a Ferrari Car, my first million ringgit but a million pounds would definitely be a bonus, a cat, a horse, an ostrich, a house on top of a hill..I mean a mansion or a castle, my own zoo, a helicopter of my own, and the list keeps adding up with an infinite full stop. Yes, I am an ordinary guy who's been trying to dip his hands for what he wants in life but while during so, all of those materials are the things that will never last. Hence, I did a 1 minute rethinking and by doing so, I realized that life would offer more than what you can expect materially or what you simply want IF you open your eyes and look deep into the basics of life. You would actually already have your family, people around you that you can talk to, the air you breath everyday that makes you feel joyful, the flowers which are blooming around you, the topless people in Hyde Park who you might see while walking to the library(upsss..hehe), the peaceful sleep you have everyday and even the bread you have the next morning. Ok, 4 minutes to go..I would like to wrap up now..Ok, life is always good if you have the tendancy to chase all the things you dream but remember, there are things around you which you might have left unseen. The things that matters the most in life, maybe a smile of an old lady sitting beside you in the bus or maybe the time that flies by while I am writing this post..

Nice..

Still very busy

Brands Hatch Racing Circuit Day 1(Qualifying Race)

The Race

The VIP lounge

Just got back from Brands Hatch Race Circuit, Kent to watch A1 GP. This is my second day in the race circuit, I was there yesterday for the pole placing and qualification round. My day today started with a train ride to Swanley from London Victoria at 7am. I was supposed to drive along with Uncle Haji Fauzy, the father of Fairuz (the Malaysian A1 racer) but he tried to called me at 6am while I was sleeping on my bed. So, I decided to take the train instead. When I arrived London Victoria, I took the train to Swanley which is the nearest railway station from Brands Hatch. Unfortunetely, when I arrived at Orphlington, the train driver announced that passengers heading to Swanley should get down and take the bus replacement service to Swanley. In the bus, the crowds were all wearing A1 gp's shirt so I guessed everyone was heading to the race circuit. Again, the driver of the bus said that the bus can only stop at about 3 kilometres from the race ciruit due to traffic congestion during the race. So, there I was walking with the crowd of people for 3 kilometres under the bright sun of Britain heading to Brands Hatch. At the race circuit, I was greeted by Roslan, the company lawyer of MOFAZ and he handed me a VIP pass. I spent all day long in the VIP lounge eating weird foods and enjoyed watching A1 in style. Things got even better when I was even allowed to enter the race paddock to meet the drivers and the technical crews. The race went quite well with a few accidents happened but I was quite frustrated when Fairuz's car had technical problems at the 42th Lap out of 48 laps. He was in the 5th place when the incident took place, just imagine how unlucky was that! Not much to say, I simply wanted to write. Basically, had a great day today(a busy one indeed)..Hiding the truth to myself that I'll be having my mastery test on Wednesday..I want to study now, I swear but I am very very very very very very exhausted and tired. So , I tell to myself..tomorrow I will be ingnoring everything and stop to hanky panky around. Will camp in the library. Only books are allowed to speak!

Fairuz the Malaysian A1 Driver

During the race(Was @5th placing at 41/48 lap...before the electrical malfunction)

Bucket of hopes, a cup of time

Life is very unpredictable, that is one of the most common phrases you will hear regularly. Since for the past few days, I was so busy arranging and defragmenting all the pieces of inputs, knowledge and hopes which were all cramped into my head in a short period of time. I believe, If I am a machine-maybe a printer who has a 10gb job waiting to be printed out, I will run out of ink pretty soon. I have tried to tell someone, anyone or maybe everyone around hoping to hear some advises from them, begging like I have never done such favors before but I guess by writing here in this blog, might be the most that I can do. Where total silence will always be the answer. I cannot keep everything to myself, and one of my major weakness is that I will never say no as an answer although my heart reluctantly accepts those words of hope. Some people say that we need to face challenges to achieve great heights but I am simply afraid to even walk with my eyes closed. I cannot quit, or even press the reset button but I do need some words of wisdom to keep me awake before my ink runs dry....
Morale of the story, 'Why' is always a question......